Letter to the Order on the Centenary of St. Teresa of Jesus
Prof. Dr. F.J.Th. Rutten
From his commemorative speech (1942)
“In love lay his decisive power.”
“From this deceased rays emanate.”
From a written testimony (1955)
“My judgement in 1942, 'from this deceased rays emanate,' is based on a peculiarity in the memory of Father Brandsma, which I noticed in my surroundings. When people talked about Father Brandsma, they almost always only remembered his striking goodness. There was no mention of particular incidents in his life, not even by those who had known him very well.”
Dr. (Jacobus) van Ginneken, (SJ)
From his commemorative address (1942):
“We know from his Carmel retreat that he had prepared himself diligently for death. His intention from the first recital of the ninth day was: to learn to die. In his last will we read: 'I unite myself in my death with the death of my Redeemer and with Mary I place myself under the feet of the Cross of my Lord. Misericordias Domini in aeternum cantabo.’ I will sing of the Lord's mercy for ever and ever (Ps. 88:2).”
Reverend (Johannes) Kapteijn
Camp Amersfoort and the prison of Kleve
Fr. Titus and Kapteijn were shackled together when they started their trip to Dachau
"Our dear brother in Christ, Titus Brandsma, is truly a mystery of grace".
Van Mierlo
Camp Amersfoort
“Professor Brandsma was physically very weak, but mentally one of the strongest. He was totally above his physical suffering. Without exception we all loved him very much, especially for his natural and amiable manner. He knew no hatred or aversion, nor impatience or hardness.”

Colonel Fogtelo
Scheveningen prison and Camp Amersfoort
“It was as if this man was in the free world.”

Dr. Jacobus Gerard G. Borst
Camp Amersfoort
“I knew Professor Brandsma from earlier and had great friendship and admiration for him. Whenever I could find the time, I would go and talk to him. Professor Brandsma was always cheerful, and he also knew how to suffuse his environment with this cheerfulness. He was interested in all possible kinds of problems, and he was not in the least impressed by the methods of terror with which they tried to crush us mentally and physically.”
Pastor Heinrich Rupieper
Dachau Concentration Camp
“He made a gentle, quiet impression on me. He had surrendered his life into God's hand. He did not know hatred. I was always surprised that Father Titus patiently endured everything without any expression of disgust or inner sadness. He prayed the rosary a lot, on his fingers, and said: 'We must pray for them.”
Chaplain Meertens
Camp Amersfoort
“He lived from hour to hour in an intimate union with God and yet was not unworldly. On the contrary: he was man with men, sincerely loved the good things in nature, and for higher motives endured the troubles that befell him.”
Chaplain (Nikolaus) Jansen
Dachau Concentration Camp
“When Father Titus arrived in Dachau, he looked like an abomination. Of course, that only got worse there. In the short time he was with us he was often beaten, sometimes his face was covered in blood. But he kept up the courage and was spiritually unshakeable.”
Father Van Genuchten
Dachau Concentration Camp
“I thank God that I was allowed to know this joy-filled and sunny person. When Professor Brandsma came to us, Dachau was a hell like never seen before or since. His short stay in Dachau was a true martyrdom. And yet he always remained cheerful and happy, an example and even a support to us all. I will never forget Professor Brandsma and I hope he will not forget me either!
Fr. Joseph Kentenich
Priest of the Pallotine Congregation
“His person and words always bespoke such a calm, such an abandon and so much good hope that one can never forget this venerable person.”
R. Höppener
Dachau prisoner
“His spirit could simply not be broken. Any thought of revenge was far from him: thus he could say his Our Father in silence while in the presence of his attackers.”
Fr. Othmarus Lips, OFM Cap
Capuchin religious
“Simple and unobstrusive among the 1200 priests of Dachau... a perpetual smile, filled with patience and inner calm, a smile of mystical serenity in the midst of all the suffering he had to undergo.”
P. Verhulst
Dachau prisoner
“Fr. Titus knew of no feelings of hate, he was all love. There was no favoritism with him. When I returned home I said immediately to my mother: That man will be canonized one day.”
Early Studies
Fr Titus Brandsma did his doctorate in philosophy in Rome in 1909. In addition, he used his “Roman years” to study sociology and make contact with the new currents of Christian social thought and with the social doctrine of the Church. Following this, throughout his academic life, many of his studies and courses were centered on topics of spirituality and mysticism.
Since becoming part of the cluster of professors at the recently created Catholic University of Nijmegen in 1923, our Carmelite was a professor of “History of Mysticism” and, in addition, taught various courses on stages or concrete authors of that history.
Areas of Research
There are three specific areas in which Fr Titus developed his research work. The first was the translation and dissemination of the work of Saint Teresa of Jesus. For him, the fact that there was no full translation of the works of the saint that was done according to scientific criteria presented a grave lacuna for the religious culture of the Netherlands.
Together with a group of Carmelite enthusiasts, they were able to translate several volumes, but were unable to finish the project. While in prison in Scheveningen, Fr Titus continued working on a spiritual biography of the Saint, and although he did not complete it, it would have been completed and published in 1946, at the end of the war.
In the second place, Professor Brandsma studied much of the thought and doctrine of the authors typical of the so-called devotio moderna, the rhenish-flemish mysticism, and includes that of the beguines, that is, of the spiritual literature of central and northern Europe (fundamentally the Netherlands) toward the end of the Middle Ages. Among the authors whom our Carmelite studied, we can highlight Jan Van Ruusbroec, Gerard (Geert) Groote, and Hadewijch of Antwerp.
Finally, one should note his interest in the figures of Saint Willibrord and Saint Boniface, the evangelizers of Friesland, his region of origin. He highlighted, in many articles and sermons, their apostolic life and missionary generosity, something that Fr Titus called attention to because he himself wanted to go to the missions in Java in the 1920s, but was not given permission by his superiors.
Via Crucis
From these three influences Father Titus developed a profound piety for the passion of the Lord and for the cross. In addition, throughout his life, he wrote two commentaries on the stations of Via Crucis. The first of them, written in 1921, emerged in very peculiar circumstances. The Belgian expressionist painter Albert Servaes had painted a Via Crucis somewhat unusual to the tastes of that period, which provoked a great deal of debate. Finally, the Holy Office of Rome ordered that it not be displayed in places of worship.
Fr Titus told Servaes to obey the order, but, at the same time, wrote a beautiful commentary on each of the stations that was published in Opgang magazine.
The second commentary was written in more dramatic circumstances (in the Scheveningen prison), and was intended to accompany the images of each of the stations in the St Boniface Chapel (Bonifatiuskapel) in Dokkum, in whose construction Fr Titus had played an important role. In this Via Crucis, there is no reflection on the fourteenth station. Perhaps he had not time to write it; or perhaps he would write with his own testimony, a few months later in hell in Dachau.
There is no doubt that this deep piety encouraged and consoled the prisoner Brandsma in his personal Via Crucis, whose stations were various prisons and concentration camps. Fr Titus felt deeply united to the passion of Christ and felt that the crucified God was very close to his sufferings. This is how it would be presented, as much in the beautiful poem “Before a Picture of Jesus In My Cell”, as in the conference he gave to the other prisoners on Good Friday, 1942, in the camp at Amersfoort.
Prayer
We ask you, Lord,
that, in the imitation of Saint Titus Brandsma,
we may know how to be close to you, near to the cross,
and that we may always feel you near to us in our crosses, both large and small,
as our Friend, our Companion on the journey, and our Redeemer.
May the cross always be for us a sign of love,
of generous and total surrender to the cause of life,
of solidarity and compassion for all.
May we always say, in all the circumstances of life, with joy and full confidence in you…
Ave Crux Spes Unica…
Amen.
Mary, Mother of Carmel, pray for us.
Titus Brandsma, Carmelite martyr, intercede for us.

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Seeking dialogue
Throughout his life, Fr Titus Brandsma was a man of forgiveness and reconciliation, including in the most complicated situations and contexts. When he was Assistant Press Officer of the Catholic Press, he had to face complex situations (political instability, tension, labor struggles, radicalization, etc.) and always demonstrated a willingness for dialogue, open to the ears of all. Through this, he earned the nickname “the reconciler.”
Similarly, during the year he held the position of Chancellor of the Catholic University of Nijmegen, Professor Brandsma tried to create an atmosphere of dialogue and always sought to find opportunities for encounter and understanding. It was not easy, since the Central European universities at the beginning of the 1930s found themselves in an atmosphere of extreme tension between radicalisms of various types (communists, fascists, nationalists, etc.).
Given this context, perhaps we can understand better his fondness for Esperanto, the artificial language created by Ludwig Zamenhof to avoid so much division (including violence) provoked by the not always easy coexistence of languages, and to fend off the linguistic colonialism that, in no few occasions, imposes itself.
Esperanto was for him – maybe in a somewhat romantic way – an instrument of understanding, a way of overcoming the linguistic barriers that, on occasion, turn into racial, supremacist, and discriminatory barriers.
Ecumenism
At the same time, from this point of view, the ecumenical attiude of Titus is understood in all its depth. Our Carmelite was a true pioneer of ecumenism in Carmel. He formed, with great enthusiasm, the so-called “Apostolate of Reunification”, oriented to the better knowledge and rapprochement of Catholics with the eastern churches. In addition, he always showed a very respectful attitude and was close to the Protestants (mostly in the Netherlands) and always pursued frank and fraternal dialogue with the separated brothers.
In the face of conflict
During the long months of imprisonment in various prisons and concentration camps, Fr Titus lived together with several Protestants, some of whom would later testify during the beatification process, emphasizing his generosity, kindness and deep trust in the Lord.
This does not mean to say that he was a “diplomat,” nor that he lacked strong ethical and religious principles; on the contrary. Indeed, after the Dutch invasion, on a few occasions, Professor Brandsma would show his firm opposition to some of the occupational government’s measures, including on the subject of education (when he refused to comply with the obligatory order expel to Jewish children) as on the theme of the press (when he told the directors of Catholic newspapers that they must refuse to publish Nazi slogans). However, despite his firm rejection of National Socialist ideology, he never showed any hatred toward the guards of the Lager for what they did to him. Moreover, our Carmelite invited the religious whom he met in Dachau to pray for them.
Deep down, he believed that yielding to hatred would be the true victory of evil.
Fr Titus never hated the Germans either as a people, as a nation. When the sergeant-at-law Hardegen asked him to write a small essay about the reasons why the Dutch, and especially Catholics, opposed National Socialism, the prisoner developed a brief composition in which he elaborated on the philosophical, ethical and religious motives (a theme about which he had spoken frequently in his university classes). Despite the head-on opposition, the text concluded with a beautiful blessing: God bless the Netherlands! God bless Germany! May God grant these two peoples to return to the path of peace and freedom, and to recognize His Glory for the good of these two nations that are so close.
Today
In a world like ours, full of divisions and conflicts, Fr Titus appears before our eyes as an example, as a witness that reconciliation and forgiveness are possible, despite the difficulties, and as a true martyr for those most authentic Christian values.
Prayer
We ask you, Lord,
that by the example and intervention of Saint Titus Brandsma,
who endured the torments of martyrdom with joy and full confidence in Your Divine Will,
we too, Carmelites of the 21st Century – friars, contemplative nuns, religious of the active life,
Third Order members, lay people of various groups – may always testify to the radicality of Christian love
and the values of the Gospel, and that our lives may be seeds of reconciliation and forgiveness.
Amen.
Mary, Mother of Carmel, pray for us.
Titus Brandsma, Carmelite martyr, intercede for us.
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Early Life
Anno Brandsma was born to Tjitsje and Titus Brandsma on February 23rd 1881 at Wonseradeel in Friesland, a province in the very north of Holland. The Brandsma family consisted of four girls and two boys, of which Titus was the second youngest. Five of the siblings would later enter religious life.
The family owned a dairy farm and herd, selling milk and cheese made on the farm itself. At the time, Catholics were a minority in Friesland and protective of their religion and culture. Anno’s father worked to preserve the Friesian culture within his family and the local community. He participated in politics, and at one time served as chairman of the local election board.
When Anno had completed his secondary education at a Franciscan school, he decided to join the Carmelite Order. He began his novitiate at Boxmeer in September 1898 taking his father’s name, Titus, as his religious name. He made his First Profession in October 1899 and was ordained priest on June 17th 1905.
After further studies at the Gregorian University in Rome, he was awarded a PhD in Philosophy in 1909.
Titus also had a keen interest in both Spirituality and Journalism, two areas which, together with his academic pursuits, would make up much of his life’s work.
Ministry and Mission
In 1923, Titus helped found the Catholic University of Nijmegen, and worked there as lecturer, professor and administrator. He served as Rector Magnificus (President) during the academic year 1932-33.
As a Carmelite friar, he also liked to share the Order’s spiritual tradition with people outside of the University.
He travelled widely lecturing on Carmelite Spirituality. In preparation for a lecture tour in the United States in 1935, he spent some time at the Carmelite Priories in Whitefriar Street, Dublin, and Kinsale, Co. Cork, Ireland.
Journalism
Titus also cultivated his interest in journalism and publishing. In late 1935 he became the National Spiritual Adviser to the Union of Catholic Journalists. In this role, he encouraged opposition to the publication of Nazi propaganda in Catholic newspapers and in the Press generally. He was especially critical of its anti-Semitism.
When the Nazis invaded Holland in May 1940, Titus was an adviser to the Archbishop of Utrecht. He encouraged the bishops to speak out against the persecution of the Jews and the infringement of human rights generally by the occupiers. In doing so, he became a marked man by the authorities.
Arrest and Martyrdom
The refusal by Catholic newspapers to print Nazi propaganda sealed the fate of Titus. Titus had agreed to deliver personally to each editor a letter from the Catholic bishops. This letter instructed the editors not to comply with a new law requiring them to print official Nazi advertisements and articles. Titus had visited fourteen editors before being arrested by the Gestapo at Nijmegen on January 19th 1942.
Titus was interned at Scheveningen and Amersfoort in Holland before being transported to Dachau in June.
Under the harsh regime there, his health quickly deteriorated and he was in the camp hospital by the third week of July. He was subjected to biological experimentation before being killed by lethal injection on July 26th, 1942. On the day he died, the Dutch Bishops issued a pastoral letter protesting strongly against the deportation of Jews from Holland.
Before his execution, Titus had prayed that God might help the nurse who would administer the injection to repent of her actions in the camp. He also gave her his rosary beads, although she protested that she was a lapsed Catholic. Some years later, that same woman came to a Carmelite priory seeking forgiveness and was a witness in the process for his beatification, which took place in Rome on November 3rd 1985.
Prayer Before an Image of Christ
O Jesus, when I gaze on You
Once more alive, that I love You
And that your heart loves me too
Moreover as your special friend.
Although that calls me to suffer more
Oh, for me all suffering is good,
For in this way I resemble You
And this is the way to Your Kingdom.
I am blissful in my suffering
For I know it no more as sorrow
But the most ultimate elected lot
That unites me with You, o God.
O, just leave me here silently alone,
The chill and cold around me
And let no people be with me
Here alone I grow not weary.
For Thou, O Jesus, art with me
I have never been so close to You.
Stay with me, with
me, Jesus sweet,
Your presence makes all things good for
me.
Written by Titus Brandsma on February 12th-13th 1942, while a prisoner at Scheveningen.
Translation: Susan Verkerk-Wheatley / Anne-Marie Bos
© Titus Brandsma Instituut 2018
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Lessons from Brandsma’s Life:
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Opening lines of the poem he composed in his prison cell at Scheveningen explains the source of his inner strength: O Jesus, when I see you, I know again that I love you and that also your heart loves me ...
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The experience of those with him at Dachau was that Brandsma’s serene inner peace came from a deep source: Your nearness makes all things well within me – enabling him to be so serene in the midst of so much activity and so many concerns.
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Brandsma taught that our orientation towards God comes from within ourselves: The indwelling and inworking of God must not only be the object of intuition but also manifest themselves in our life, come to expression in our words and deeds, and radiate from our whole being and behavior.
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In his 1932 Foundation Day Rector’s speech at the University of Nijmegen, Brandsma said: The idea of God is not immutable like rock but manifests itself in our lives in ever-shifting images which do not mean an essential change but place our idea of God in a different light. Titus calls for great openness to this variability of the idea of God. We must seek the Eternal One in time.
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God is the deepest ground of our being
… a person notices that he/she is being moved and shaped by forces that come from the core of his/her being;
… to open oneself up to the inner world is to experience it as mystery. It is not from oneself … it is given to us.
God’s life in us is dynamic – continually coming to power in us: God is an inner power who impacts us in a liberating and clarifying way and causes us to look at the world differently.
This sense of God in/with him enabled Brandsma to be at home anywhere, whether in the midst of people or in the silence of his cell.
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Brandsma taught that God works in humans in such a hidden way that all that is human remains and is not destroyed and that in the inner life of every human being there are moments of waiting and receiving – alongside a time for decision, action and self-giving.
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Real life is shaped and led by what we can understand and is rational but also by the accidental.
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Brandsma taught: Kneel before the image of God in your brother.
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Brandsma’s respect for people arises from the fact that they are connected with each other in and through God. This respect for others induces a person to give his/her fellow humans the space in which they can be themselves.
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On June 16 1942, Brandsma was dispatched to Dachau, where he was stripped of all dignity, known only as number 30492.
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He conducted himself as if he lived in freedom. His inner silence was something no one could take from him.
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Terrible indignities suffered at Dachau. From this time on, Titus died continually: he let go of what he expected from this human existence, and abandoned himself to what became possible in the eyes of God. His deepest base was the certainty of his being beloved … O Jesus, when I look on you My love for you becomes more true. And yours, I know, will never end: You see me as a special friend.
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Raphael repeatedly mentions the serenity and balance which Brandsma displayed.
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Brandsma remained totally serene … he displayed the mystic’s spirit of “disinterestedness”.
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“The man who beat and kicked him could not touch his interior life”.
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“The Capuchin priest Othmarus comments: An eternal smile full of patience and inner serenity, a smile of mystical resignation in the all suffering he had to bear, marked Titus. He had been maltreated so badly that his teeth literally hung loose in his mouth. He repaid all that with the prayer of Christ: ‘Father, forgive them’. Neither I nor anyone else ever heard him complain. He was a saint.
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“In Scheveningen and Amersfoort he lived and spoke from the riches of his knowledge and experience, as that became evident from his interrogation, his defence, his speech about Geert Grote. In Kleve and Dachau he realized that he had been abandoned by the authorities. This realization shocked him deeply. After a severe inner conflict he surrendered. He no longer expected a rescue. The only thing that was strongly alive in him was the realization that he was in God’s hands and that his dignity was ‘inviolable’”.
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His reflection in Scheveningen, I know that You love me, sustained him.
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On 26 July 1942, Brandsma was administered a fatal injection and died.
Titus Brandsma’s Spiritual Journey:
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From Brandsma, others learn to entrust themselves to God in circumstances they do not understand but which shape their spiritual journey.
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His upbringing was stable; this was the way of life he experienced both in his family and in the Church; stability was a focus and ideal.
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After minor seminary, Brandsma opted for the Carmelites, having developed a strong interest in Carmelite spirituality. He was powerfully drawn to the mystical side of life in the monastery at Boxmeer, where he undertook his initial formation. He was struck by the sign “Silentium perpetuum,” which he regarded as a personal invitation into a process.
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“He described his cell in detail; he is obviously at home in it. It is his inner world. He will be at home everywhere. “My cell” can be understood as the key phrase for Titus’ experience of God’s nearness. In the final phase of his life it returns – in a poem which became widely known in the post-war years. In his first letter he wrote about his cell and his fellow brothers; in his last writings what is left is only his cell; but again he writes that his is happy there. His cell is his mighty fortress, the ever-living wellspring of life. There he became familiar with God’s nearness.”
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As a student, Brandsma began publishing, his first work being a translation of select works of Teresa of Avila.
In Teresa, he recognized something of himself. She could be restlessly at work without losing herself. Instead of feeling overwhelmed by the challenges she faced, she decided to do whatever she was capable of.
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Brandma’s motto: Take the days as they come. It indicates his being in touch with reality, but wanting to do things that are important. His realism creates balance in his life.
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During difficult times in his studies, he immersed himself in the experiences of mystical writers with which he could identify. He turned his gaze inwards: he was in “his cell.”
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Activity alternated with silence throughout his life.
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He understood Carmelite life as having a two-fold goal:
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“To meet our obligations”
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“Already in this life to some extent taste in our heart and experience in our spirit the gracious impact of the divine presence and the sweetness of the heavenly glory”.
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Brandsma’s life coincided with a period of restoration of the Church in Holland. There was a focus on externals and a wariness of the mystical dimension of faith. Titus, however, believed that this was the foundation of the true recovery of the Church and it motivated him, no matter how busy he was.
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He was very involved in the advancement of Frisian culture and the development of the Frisian people. However, the renewal of the spiritual life of Dutch Catholics was his primary objective. He believed/demonstrated that persons touched by an abundance of grace will also be caught up in an abundance of activity in their life.
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Brandsma was an eclectic philosopher, but the mystical life was his strong suit. He immersed himself in the experiences of the mystical authors. He was conscious of the inexhaustible mystery of life’s connectedness (past and present). His central idea was that God is inexpressibly near to us in this world: To believe in God is to live in God.
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The theme of “balance” or “equilibrium” frequently surfaces in his writing.
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His teaching that the mystical person continually lets go of him/herself was Brandsma’s secret for being able to do so many things.
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When Brandsma spoke of mysticism, Godfried Bomans, a student of Brandsma’s at Nijmegen, “infallibly sensed that Titus’ words did not proceed from academic theories but had to do with his own experiences”.
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In spiritual talks, Brandsma used the image of the “enclosed garden,” a metaphor for the ideal world (paradise) at the beginning of creation. He wrote: We must turn our heart into a garden and we must make our hearts into a Carmel.
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The God about whom Brandsma speaks is a God who wants to be near, uniquely present to people. This same idea is present in Teresa of Avila’s poem:
And if, by chance, you do not know
where you will find Me,
do not wander to and fro,
for if you want to find Me,
you must find Me in you.
Because you are My dwelling place,
you are My house and home,
and so I call out at any time,
whenever in your thoughts
I find the door closed.
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Brandsma’s refusal to place ads in the Catholic papers as directed by the government in 1941 led to his arrest and detention. He entered a cell in which the hours no longer held sway over the person, where there is a timeless silence and where God’s world totally enveloped him … a mystic’s view.
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Brandsma detached himself inwardly from the grip the Nazis had on him – and turned a disadvantage into an advantage … I am happy in my cell - “A cell becomes sweeter to the degree it is more faithfully inhabited” (Thomas á Kempis, Imitation of Christ)
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The way in which Brandsma reacted to his imprisonment is characteristic of people with a strong will to live. He did not allow himself to be overpowered by the space in which he was confined.
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Like Teresa of Avila (writing about the castle of the soul), Brandsma – both in his 1st letter home after entering the monastery as a boy and in writing about his prison cell, writes about the room at the center of the building.
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Brandsma could be “in his cell” everywhere. To “stay in one’s cell” means to seek out the silence, to be by yourself.
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Brandsma lived in his own inner world – not a separate world – but in the world in which he lived.
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“In the greatest desolation, Titus Brandsma could be happy” – he had joy from within.
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Brandsma drew on Carmelite spirituality – a bridge between Christianity, Judaism, and Islam, drawing on the inspiration of Elijah. Its deepest ground is the search for the living God.
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In prison in Scheveningen, Brandsma was realistic about the consequences of his statements and actions; the poem he wrote there expresses his acceptance of the consequences of his behavior:
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This poem is a form of dialogue, expressing powerlessness and emptiness on the one hand and a deep desire to somehow reach the ears of God who is silent.
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Brandsma felt himself being absorbed into the sacred.
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It follows a previous time of emptiness and dread.
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His call now is to a place of quiet encounter.
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He returned to himself and to Him who sustained his life: he experiences peace and being loved by God.
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He is opening to God as one renouncing one’s self-centredness.
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He expresses an “I – Thou” relationship with God: wonder, emotion, fear, gratitude.
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His use of “friend” indicates intimacy.
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He reveals an eye for the person behind every façade.
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He reveals a challenge for which he draws strength in his inner life.
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He shows resignation in a time of suffering and disaster.
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He demonstrates the Mystics belief that suffering has a positive meaning … one becomes transformed in God – a source of power and hope.
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He is freed from attachment to self-preservation; he worked for the liberation of people.
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Amid all the violence, he encounters the love of God … his life is rooted in God, not himself.
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Brandsma inhabits the mystical space of solitude in which one experiences freedom
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Silence and solitude took him into the space of his own heart;
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Within the clear, plain walls, in the intimate light of his cell, he finds the inner silence and refined attention which makes him sensitive to the friendly presence of God;
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He is always, wherever he is, in the inner silence of his cell.
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Increasingly, Brandsma became the Carmelite that the Carmelite Rule envisages.
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A contemplative encounter with God: God is near.
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Brandsma retained a sense of humor in his predicament: the fact that in my old age I ended up in a jail cell, tended more to make me laugh than that the tragedy of it could depress me …
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Brandsma witnessed that we see God when we allow ourselves to be transformed in his infinite silence.
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Over many years, Brandsma had practised silence as a way of life.
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His favourite text from Teresa of Avila: Let nothing disturb you; let nothing alarm you. All things pass, only God never changes. Patience conquers all. Those who hold onto God lack nothing.
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Throughout a month and a half in Sheveningen he wrote seven chapters of a biography on Teresa of Avila for which he had been commissioned. He wrote this text in the margins of another book he had because he had no other writing materials.
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Brandsma experienced a personally testing time at Amersfoort, as expressed in the poem:
Grief would come and lay me low,
No chance to make it go away,
Nor with any tears allay,
Else had I done it long ago.
Then it came and on me weighed,
Till I lay still and no more wept,
Learned to watch and patience kept;
Thereafter it no longer stayed.
All that is passed and set aside’ from far away I still recall
And cannot understand at all
That ancient grief nor why I cried.
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“What comes across in this poem is not the language of power. It is the language of a person who has been sidelined, who is no longer a factor to be reckoned with, but who has nevertheless positioned himself in reality in a way that is entirely his own, which, consequently, is still there. He has his memories of past years, memories of a well-ordered life of praying and working, and the security he found there. Now he has found a new security which no one can take from him because they themselves do not know this security”.
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Brandsma achieved an inner security in which he knew his cries of anguish were being heard; a security embedded in the all-embracing presence of God, a security found in waiting and being patient.
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“A person who has thus experienced this acceptance as a favor and himself as altogether open and desirous of this favour can say of himself that he is happy in his cell”.
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“We do not belong to ourselves – both our origin and our destiny is given to us”.
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On May 16 1942, Brandsma arrived in Kleve, a transit station on the way to Dachau.
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In this prison, fear destroyed his inner peace; his cell was no longer a place in which he could be alone and find rest. God seemed far away and silent.
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Brandsma had to go through a “dark night” of solitude and helplessness:
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No other comfort than inner capacity for listening (cf. John of the Cross: O guiding night! O night more lovely than the dawn.
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Brandsma reached a point of “relinquishment” (leaving events to themselves), meaning he had to relinquish himself. “Those who relinquish themselves to God find themselves again as they have never been before, but do not recognize themselves. They find the most essential nature of their existence that lies deeply concealed in the unknown depths of their life”.
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He adjusts to “take the days as they come”: in a new and purified way, this gave him rest.
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For Titus, “relinquishment” meant surrendering everything to him who is greater than we and will not drop us.
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At the end of his life, Titus relinquished the desire to be at home in his cell. He was at home nowhere. In this respect he was walking in the footsteps of the first Carmelites who relinquished Mount Carmel, not knowing where that might lead.
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